Saturday, April 25, 2009

Morning Thought Process

I finally got a good night of sleep last night, and I knew it because as soon as I woke up my mind starting working...the past few days it's been hard to just get myself up out of bed I was so tired!

It went something like this:

Blah...I hate birth control pills...*rolls over* Troy, I hate birth control pills..."not feeling well," he asks...no, I hate them. **Went to bed feeling queasy, woke up feeling queasy**
If I have to be on them for a long time like the woman at the doc's office I talked to, Dr. Hill can just remove everything after our next child...

*Rolls back, sees pile of Lauren's clothes that she's outgrown* Ooh, spring cleaning. I need to go through her clothes and toys to donate...and I need to clean the house...

Donate clothes...need to get stuff ready for NICU.

NICU...since February, I have known/heard of four Madison's being born...all of them had a stay in NICU. Some stays were short, some were long...kind of ironic...need to donate the clothes to NICU.

"Troy, are you awake?"
"No, not really....why?"
"Okay, I'll leave you alone"

*Get up, walk downstairs* Ugh, the house needs cleaned...ooh look, the plant is still alive! *We planted little flowers with Lauren and they are starting to sprout...which is a miracle because I am the killer of all plants*

I really need to clean...need to sweep, mop, vacuum, wash the windows and sills...don't know how I'll get that done when Lauren likes to help. Which is sweet, but it won't happen....

Yeah. That's how my morning started. And instead of taking advantage of this time because Lauren is still asleep, what am I doing? Blogging of course! I should be cleaning. I hate cleaning. I need a maid....

I should get off here and get something done...otherwise I will feel guilty the rest of the day! On a good note, I'm no longer feeling queasy because of the pills. I really do hate them. I forgot just how much. I have always had some female issues and needed to be on them, and of all the different brands, every last one makes me feel sick for at least a day or two when I start. I got used to it after a while, until I went off of them. And now that I'm back on them...UGH. Oh well. That is life! And if it only lasts for a little bit in the evening and a little in the morning, I can handle it. It may be the prenatal, too...they put me on a different one...or the combination....who knows...I'm obviously procrastinating because I really don't want to clean. But my house is calling me...

2 comments:

  1. What kind of birth control and prenatal are you taking? I loved my prenatal...it never made me sick at all! and i'm a huge advocate of my birth control pill, too.

    that's so strange about the madisons!

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  2. It's something that starts with a "z" - I'd never heard of it before...so far, it was just that one day that made me feel sick...if that's all that it lasts I'll be okay!! Which one do you use that works so well? I'll keep that in mind in case it ends up not working and I have to switch.

    The prenatal is like, prenatal elite or something like that. The pharmacy didn't have the kind he called in, so they just substituted with this. What I hate is that there are restrictions with food - I don't remember having that when I was taking it with Lauren. I much prefer my Flintstones and folic acid. :)

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